Friday, August 2, 2024

"Acknowledge Me!"

Solo Sikoa, aiming to be tribal chief

In the world of WWE, there is a tribal family called the Bloodlines.  Originally led by their chief, Roman Reigns, they are part of a powerful dynasty.  However, Roman Reigns has since left.  And his cousin, Solo Sikoa, has been given charge to take care of the Bloodlines.  However, Sikoa doesn’t just want to care for the dynasty; he wants to be acknowledged as THE tribal chief.  Every week, Sikoa, with his hired criminals as his goons, challenges and intimidates other wrestlers, proving his importance as a key figure.  Ultimately, he wants the entire WWE to respect him, and honor him as the new chief.     There is a problem, however.  No wrestler outside of his clan is bowing down to him.  Or, at least willingly.  Even if Solo Sikoa and his men beat the crud out of their adversaries, and can bring their enemies to their knees, it isn’t done without a fight.  It is not given with submission.  Ironically, these other men used to compete as enemies to the Bloodlines when Roman Reigns was present.  But now in his absence, they see how Solo Sikoa poses a greater threat.     Even the Bloodlines’ “wise-man”, Paul Heyman, struggled to commit to Sikoa’s leadership.  Heyman’s role was the adviser, and all this time while Roman Reigns has been absent, Heyman had encouraged Sikoa to be humble and lead the Bloodlines as Reigns did (recently, I just found that Sikoa had beaten and thrown out Roman Reigns from the Bloodlines).  He warned Sikoa of the danger of hiring criminals to do his bidding, and how important of a responsibility he had in leading the Bloodlines.
Kevin Owens stood up to the Bloodlines and 
was beaten. After his loss, other wrestlers have
aimed to stand up to the clan.
    But Solo Sikoa never wanted to heed his advice.  In fact, the more Paul Hayman spoke, the more Sikoa glared and, verbally, set him in his place.  Paul Heyman tried to plead as much as he was allowed to voice; even willing to assist by cheating in a match so that the Bloodlines could remain undefeated.  But bowing down to someone who demands to be acknowledged as a true chief when that isn’t their role is tiresome, discouraging and contradicts the soul.  And when the conviction of the heart contrasts to the outward behavior, something is going to break.
    During a Friday Night Smackdown, June 29th, 2024, Solo Sikoa, accompanied with his three goons and his wise man approached the arena, and demanded, “Acknowledge me!”  Each of his men did as he directed; they acknowledged him as their true chief.  Sikoa’s enforcer (the most recent addition, and perhaps the most violent one of all) added an extra flavor, by not only acknowledging him, but also professing his love for his chief (perhaps worship?).  All of the Bloodlines acknowledged their new chief…save for one.    
Paul Heyman punished for not 
acknowledging Sikoa as chief.

Paul Heyman admitted that he cared for Sikoa and wanted the best, but he
could not acknowledge him as the chief.  Roman Reigns has always been the hope for the Bloodlines, and Heyman did not forget that.  Unfortunately, his lack of allegiance for Sikoa meant his own doom.  Immediately, the other Bloodlines picked up Heyman and threw him around, multiple times, punishing him for his betrayal.  It hurt to watch.  And every week that the Bloodlines are featured in Smackdown, I am watching as a spectator with anticipation, asking when is the true chief going to come and put Sikoa back in his place?  When is Roman Reigns going to return?     There is another person who desires to be called chief, and loves to say that the True Chief is absent and has since abandoned us. The devil likes to take reign in our lives.  Sometimes more inconspicuous, sitting in the background - but oh!  The way he knows our triggers and laughs when we fall for them.  He knows our temptations and delights when we run after them.  Securing the reality of our sin and identifying our shame can bring him joy.  And as long as his intimidation or bribes can get our eyes off Jesus, then he has achieved his aim.  Because if we don’t live as Jesus is our True Chief, then we will fall prey to living as if he is.  As long as we don’t acknowledge Jesus as our Lord, we in de facto acknowledge the strength, power and influence of the enemy.     Live long enough in the ring, and every person can see the havoc that this pseudo-chief brings.  However, in the wrestlings of life, God already came down.  The True Chief returned to the earth, confronted the devil and beat him in his own game, ironically by lying down His own life, and conquering sin and death.  Jesus rose from the grave, and the Holy Spirit is presently walking with us, empowering us to be more like Him and countering attacks of the devil.  A journey that is not measured by a single fight, but the more we denounce the devil, and refuse to acknowledge his role as “chief”, in the power of the Holy Spirit, we conquer him.     Moreover, we have something to hope for greater than Paul Heyman and the other wrestlers.  Where the big question there is, “When will the true chief come back?  When will Roman Reigns return,” we have a Chief who we know will return one day.  In the WWE ring, each wrestler must stand up to Sikoa and the Bloodlines in their own strength, not knowing if Roman Reigns will return.  Many probably have given up.  But when it comes to Jesus, all will bow before Him, and when the devil will HAVE TO acknowledge Who is on the throne, he will be put in his place, once and for all.  Until then, we hope and we fight, in the grace (favor and empowerment) of God.  Sometimes we will battle and find victory.  Sometimes we will fall.  But as has been said in life, true failure is giving up and never trying again.  Jesus died for our salvation and for us to become children of God.  And a good Father will equip His children for what lies ahead, and He won’t forsake them.  And so, with every match against the one who wants to be called “king”, God has never ceased to be on His throne, and He is with us, in the midst of each battle.
Roman Reigns, considered to be the true chief 
over the Bloodlines Dynasty.  Absent, and 
many waiting for his return.
    The irony about Solo Sikoa is that he is able to intimidate, belittle and win over all the other wrestlers, because he knows how to talk a good talk, walk confidently, and violently enforce his influence.  However, even as I watch Friday Night Smackdown, I know…that if Roman Reigns were to show up…all that fire in Sikoa would cease instantly.  He’d stop demanding to be acknowledged.  He would know he screwed up…and he probably would start running.  Or he would get the beating that’s about to come for him.  Either way, he would be acknowledged publicly for who he is, and not what he hoped to be.  How much more does the devil flee, because God is present in our lives and we have acknowledged Him as the True Chief? 

     

     “Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.  And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance (endurance); and perseverance, character; character, hope.  Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was  given to us. 
    For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly.  For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet, perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die.  But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.  Much more than having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him.  For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life.  And not only that, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received the reconciliation.”
-Romans 5:1-11

Wednesday, July 10, 2024

Most Excellent One

Jesus: The Name above all Names; Whose majesty Exceeds that of any King.  You are The Lord over all things.

You are holy.
Righteous, completely
Good. You are
Truth in its purest form.
I can seek You
And know
I can trust Your words.

You are faithful.
From the beginning
Of my first breaths
To the end of days,
You have not ceased
To fulfill Your declarations.

You seek
That I may know
You are the God who redeems.
Your throne was unapproachable;
Yet You designed a Way
That my sin be cleansed;

My personage covered
By a Holy Crimson
Spilled in my place.
In Your justice,
You pursued me
To repentance
That I may obtain mercy.

My shame has been removed.
Once an enemy,
Now a friend.
My presence once brought
A stench, now it brings
An aroma.
An antagonist, now Your child.
I can come
Before Your presence.
What glory to Your grace!

And the earth cries out
For its Creator:
“All honor to Your Name,
Praise be to Thee!”
Jesus, You are
Our salvation,
Our magnificence,
Our hope and joy.
This day
Until we breathe our last,
We worship You,
Most excellent One!

Selah.

Monday, June 24, 2024

Liquid Prayers

You hear My prayers Even when They are Only Tears.

When words
Fail
To express
Silent mutterings
Of the soul,
Streams
Down my face
Communicate
The sorrow
Beheld.

You know it
Altogether,
As my Father.
As my King,
You are able to hold
The concern in Your heart.
As my God,
You are the One
Who can orchestrate
This troubling pain
To the glory of Your name.

Sometimes death’s shadow
Isn’t what brings fear;
Rather, it is the sting
In life that makes hope trepidatious.
Nevertheless,
Whether it is among the graveyard
Or a moment’s breath,
You remain near.

You have not forgotten
Me.
You have numbered
My tears.
You continue to lead
Me.
And where do I run, but to
You?
Whom can I hide in, besides
You?

As my eyes
Continue to be strained,
Come quickly!
Renew my joy!
Comfort is temporary,
Unless it is in Your presence,
Jesus.

Sunday, June 2, 2024

A Prayer for Struggling Marriages

     Married life has come with its fresh life lessons.  Much of it has been seeing things in myself I never realized, and seeking God's heart on the matter. It has been well.  However, while my husband and I are learning to love and be united, there have been multiple marriages around us - in our own church- which are suffering.  Not just going through hard times; but divorce is tempting, and for one, is being seriously considered.  It's discouraging to say, in the least.  The following poem is my prayer for these marriages.  It is also a prayer for mine that we would continue to choose one another, rather than turn away.

Defying Dissolution
Covenant  bonded
One another's hearts
Together.
Matrimony promised
A forever love
Felt within emotions
And guarded by a daily
Commitment
To never say, "Die,"
Before death had its cut
Of one's breath.

What happened 
In those moments?
What fears were haunted;
What anger left to stew
In days, months, and years -
Convinced one or the other
That to part
Was better
Than to hope?

Is it true that love
Will never cease?
Is it possible to persevere
To know and be known,
Desiring to stay by 
Each other's side
Rather than denounce
Your other half as the enemy?

Is it true that the vows
Can remain honored,
A heart unaltered
By the tumultuous
Temptations of life?
That to fight means
To fight
FOR
One another,
Seeking to serve,
To benefit
And to love
The other 
More than
The self.

Please put aside
The offenses that seek
To divide what God has made
To fit together.
Why must we say,
"The end," before He has said,
"It is finished"?
After all, can we claim
We have a better way
When, perhaps,
God's best is
THE ONE
Whom He joined us
Together?

I pray for you,
My dear friends.
I hope you can see
One another
With fresh eyes
And a heart filled
With the love
That even Christ has for
His beloved.
May your marriage be
Repaired, renewed;
Made firm in the wholeness
That only Jesus can bring.

Please do not give up.
Please do not plead
For the end.
Perhaps, there can be
A new beginning,
If we are willing
To dare to hope. 



Saturday, March 9, 2024

In His Hands

He’s got the whole world In His hands. He’s got the whole world In His hands. He’s got the whole world In His hands. He’s got the whole world in His hands.

My sleep is robbed of its rest.
My mind tormented from daily,
Worrisome festered wounds.
Is it possible to breathe?
Is it probable to sing again?

You say the flowers are in Your care
And the sparrows in Your sight.
Convince this heart to lay aside
The burden too heavy to bear.

May this lamb draw near
The Water that brings Life.
In the shadow of what haunts,
You tell me there’s nothing to fear.
When You prepare a table
Promising Your goodness and mercy,
And the devil assumes a seat,
You carry me as a shepherd would,
In the midst of one intent to kill.

You have the whole world
In Your hands.
You have the whole world
In Your hands.
You have the whole world
In Your hands.
You have the whole world in Your hands.


If only I kept my eyes upon
The One who never becomes blind!
Doubt encompasses my heart
As waves engulf my soul.
Do not let me sink!  I beg You!
Your mind is not as my own,
Yet, in the storm, You remain
Sure and steadfast.
I beseech You; lead me!

I know not where I will be led,
But I know of Whom I ask:
Who holds my hand and never lets go.
Faithful and true; intimate, yet Your foresight vast
Beyond the measure of time and space.
In my pain, I shall praise in my lack.
Questions inquired, You are my Answer.
You bear the weight that was my own,
Inviting me to rest in Your embrace.

You have the whole world
In Your hands.
You have the whole world
In Your hands.
You are good and sovereign
And I will choose
To put my trust in You.


Source material:
*Psalm 23; Matthew 6:25-34; 11:28-30; 14:22-31
* “He’s Got the Whole World in His Hands,” African-American Spiritual, 1927.




Saturday, February 10, 2024

I Wonder if Love Is

I wonder if...
Love is more than
Correcting someone,
Informing them how to
Love me better
And making me
Comfortable.

I wonder when
I say
"I love you,"
It is more than
A response to
Fuzzy feelings.

Rather, it is
The intent
To communicate
"I care for you,
For you."




Wednesday, February 7, 2024

Letting Go and Let Growth

     To love someone unconditionally...to embrace them in the good times, as well as in the hard times...sometimes it means letting go.  Letting go in a way that gives the room for a person to either grow or leave, on their own volition.  So often, we keep people close that we should rather give space, because we think that is the loving thing.  However, in keeping that closeness, we simultaneously refrain from putting up boundaries that would cultivate true safety in a relationship, and instead, bend to their behavior thinking our understanding, accommodating and 'care' is somehow going to inspire change.  However, the opposite often results.
     We enable the bad behavior and allow room for it to stay when we fail to take a stand.  I think I am finally realizing the truth in how one cannot love others if they do not know how to love themselves first.  Biblically, "love others as you love yourself (Matthew 22:39)".  Frankly, if we are trying so hard for the unhealthy to be removed while simultaneously trying to keep the person, we end up controlling them.  And when that doesn't work. resentment will build.  So often we want the good to happen that we try to force it prematurely, rather than wait for what God has.
     Learn to let them go, and let them have what they want.  They will either continue their downward spiral or come to realize any error and change.  But in letting go, you also realize how there may have been a personal error in trying to force someone to become what/who they weren't ready or desiring to be.  And how is it loving to mold them into your image and box?  So often we try to control things that only the Holy Spirit can change.  When we step into the cycle of nagging or codependency, I believe that we then have elevated the other person to the level of God, demanding that they are the ones ultimately responsible for our happiness or fulfillment in life.